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	<title>Lillyville's Journals</title>
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	    <title>*+Download&gt;&gt; Ville Valo on MTV Germany*+</title>
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	    <issued>2008-01-25T18:53:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2008-01-25T18:53:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2008-01-25T18:53:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<img alt="http://kernel666.files.wordpress.com/2007/05/logo_n.gif" src="http://kernel666.files.wordpress.com/2007/05/logo_n.gif"><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"></span><br><br><img src="http://img.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/7/0/3/4/1/orig-2170341.jpg" border="0"><img src="http://img.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/7/0/3/3/1/orig-2170331.jpg" border="0"> <br><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 51, 102);&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>lillyville</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;img alt=&quot;http://kernel666.files.wordpress.com/2007/05/logo_n.gif&quot; src=&quot;http://kernel666.files.wordpress.com/2007/05/logo_n.gif&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/7/0/3/4/1/orig-2170341.jpg&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/7/0/3/3/1/orig-2170331.jpg&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;&gt; &lt;br&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-weight: bold;&quot;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;Low quality&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;Filename: MTV Germany (.avi-.mpg).zip&lt;br&gt; File Size: 274.75 MB&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 51, 102);&quot;&gt;Download &lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style=&quot;text-decoration: underline; color: rgb(204, 102, 204); font-weight: bold;&quot;&gt;&lt;a rel=&quot;nofollow&quot; href=&quot;http://www.megaupload.com/es/?d=K0SLM842&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;HERE!!&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;/span&gt;]]></content>
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		  <entry>
	    <title>*+Valo's Five Favorite Things*+</title>
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	    <id>buzznet:user:entry:id:1599601</id>
	    <issued>2008-01-03T20:22:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2008-01-03T20:22:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2008-01-03T20:22:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<img style="width: 640px; height: 22px;" alt="The image â€œhttp://www.fhmonline.com/images/cms/tpl_12/tpl_12_ttl_1/23.gifâ€ cannot be displayed, because it contains errors." src="http://www.fhmonline.com/images/cms/tpl_12/tpl_12_ttl_1/23.gif"><br><br><img alt="The image â€œhttp://www.fhmonline.com/images/cms/tpl_16/tpl_16_by/17.gifâ€ cannot&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>lillyville</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;img style=&quot;width: 640px; height: 22px;&quot; alt=&quot;The image &#226;€&#156;http://www.fhmonline.com/images/cms/tpl_12/tpl_12_ttl_1/23.gif&#226;€&#157; cannot be displayed, because it contains errors.&quot; src=&quot;http://www.fhmonline.com/images/cms/tpl_12/tpl_12_ttl_1/23.gif&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;The image &#226;€&#156;http://www.fhmonline.com/images/cms/tpl_16/tpl_16_by/17.gif&#226;€&#157; cannot be displayed, because it contains errors.&quot; src=&quot;http://www.fhmonline.com/images/cms/tpl_16/tpl_16_by/17.gif&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;The image &#226;€&#156;http://tbn0.google.com/images?q=tbn:LH8YjumXFTbJUM:http://kievukraine.info/photos/pizza_ua.jpg&#226;€&#157; cannot be displayed, because it contains errors.&quot; src=&quot;http://tbn0.google.com/images?q=tbn:LH8YjumXFTbJUM:http://kievukraine.info/photos/pizza_ua.jpg&quot;&gt;    &lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic; text-decoration: underline; color: rgb(102, 51, 102);&quot;&gt;Pizza&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(102, 51, 102);&quot;&gt;    &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;  I tried to live on nothing but cheese pizza and beer for two years and  I ended up in rehab. I wouldn&#226;€&#153;t recommend that as a diet to anybody.  There&#226;€&#153;s nothing nutritious about a pizza. You get a bit of tomato sauce  and a bit of cheese and that&#226;€&#153;s it. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;  I&#226;€&#153;ve tasted pizza all over the world. Stockholm, Sweden, has really  high-class pizza and I don&#226;€&#153;t know why. It&#226;€&#153;s weird, but it&#226;€&#153;s like really  fancy food in a lot of gourmet restaurants. It&#226;€&#153;s a lot better than  anywhere in Italy. Then again, Chicago deep dish is great. You eat one  slice of that and you can live for a week. Those are great, but I&#226;€&#153;ve  always had a weakness for cold microwaveable pizzas. It&#226;€&#153;s really  ghetto, but I lived off them for years.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;The image &#226;€&#156;http://tbn0.google.com/images?q=tbn:n8Chjwym5NLXOM:http://www.britfilms.tv/images/news/rambo_l.jpg&#226;€&#157; cannot be displayed, because it contains errors.&quot; src=&quot;http://tbn0.google.com/images?q=tbn:n8Chjwym5NLXOM:http://www.britfilms.tv/images/news/rambo_l.jpg&quot;&gt;    &lt;span style=&quot;text-decoration: underline; font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 51, 102);&quot;&gt;Rambo&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;font-size: 12px; color: rgb(9, 51, 109);&quot;&gt;  &lt;strong&gt;&lt;br&gt;  &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;  A lot of blues guitar players like B.B. King always give their guitars  names like Lucille or whatever. I tend to name all my guitars after  Sylvester Stallone characters. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;  A few years ago, I was in this novelty store in Poland and they had  these really low-grade, bootleg stickers that had pictures of Rocky on  them, but they said Rambo. So when I bought my first Gibson guitar I  named it Rambo after the sticker. Since then, I&#226;€&#153;ve gotten guitars with  names like Tango and Cash and Sheriff Freddy Heflin from &lt;i&gt;Cop Land&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;The image &#226;€&#156;http://tbn0.google.com/images?q=tbn:c5GNu9WO4AzKqM:http://www.furiacontralamaquina.com/blog/uploads/ozzy/OzzyKermit.jpg&#226;€&#157; cannot be displayed, because it contains errors.&quot; src=&quot;http://tbn0.google.com/images?q=tbn:c5GNu9WO4AzKqM:http://www.furiacontralamaquina.com/blog/uploads/ozzy/OzzyKermit.jpg&quot;&gt;    &lt;span style=&quot;text-decoration: underline; font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 51, 102);&quot;&gt;Ozzy&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;HIM was formed through a mutual love of Black Sabbath. I was born in  1976, so I grew up during Ozzy&#226;€&#153;s hair-metal period&#226;€&#148;I didn&#226;€&#153;t even know  that Sabbath existed before then. I learned about Ozzy first. He&#226;€&#153;s a  funny, peculiar character with a lot of great stories. I did a photo  shoot for a magazine a few years back with Slash and Ozzy. I was very  nervous about meeting him, but he came into the room and was such a  lovely gentleman. All the really classy rockers don&#226;€&#153;t have anything to  prove so they don&#226;€&#153;t have to act like snobs when it comes to young  musicians. Slash was one of the most gentlemanly figures I ever met in  my life. So was Iggy Pop. It&#226;€&#153;s great how they can be nice guys and then  transformed when they're on stage. They know how to control the beast  within.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;img style=&quot;width: 179px; height: 246px;&quot; src=&quot;http://www.fotomaf.com/albums/Septiembre%202005/DontDisturb.jpg&quot;&gt;    &lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;text-decoration: underline; font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 51, 102);&quot;&gt;Junk Collection  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;    I&#226;€&#153;m a collector, so I have a lot of shit. I never throw anything away.  I collect the &#226;€&#152;Do Not Disturb&#226;€&#153; signs from hotels. I have a few hundred.  I&#226;€&#153;m trying to figure out a way to turn them into a piece of art. It  would be pretty cool because I have signs from all over the world and  the designs are fairly original because we&#226;€&#153;re not always staying in  chain hotels. It&#226;€&#153;s not just Hiltons or Holiday Inns&#226;€&#148;it&#226;€&#153;s all weird  hotels and motels. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;  I also collect plastic bags from all the different stores I go to  around the world. Usually when I fly home after a tour my suitcase is  filled with plastic bags. I don&#226;€&#153;t know what the fuck the custom  officers are thinking when they&#226;€&#153;re checking out my luggage, because  it&#226;€&#153;s just empty plastic bags.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;The image &#226;€&#156;http://tbn0.google.com/images?q=tbn:hg1WT9rrZatuAM:http://www.firefish.net/bilder/db/dave_wyndorf_2453_53.jpg&#226;€&#157; cannot be displayed, because it contains errors.&quot; src=&quot;http://tbn0.google.com/images?q=tbn:hg1WT9rrZatuAM:http://www.firefish.net/bilder/db/dave_wyndorf_2453_53.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-weight: bold;&quot;&gt;    &lt;/span&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(102, 51, 102); text-decoration: underline; font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;Monster Magnet  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;      &#226;€&#152;Wall of Fire&#226;€&#153; by Monster Magnet from their latest album called &lt;i&gt;4-Way Diablo&lt;/i&gt;  has the greatest rock lyric of the past 10 years. The song starts with,  &#226;€&#152;Well I&#226;€&#153;m back and I&#226;€&#153;ve got a cock made out of platinum.&#226;€&#153; That restored  my faith in rock &#226;€&#153;n&#226;€&#153; roll. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;  Monster Magnet lead singer Dave Wyndorf is so great when it comes to  writing lyrics. Rock &#226;€&#153;n&#226;€&#153; roll is one of those things where people tend  to do so much of the same old, same old. It&#226;€&#153;s very repetitious. It&#226;€&#153;s so  rare that somebody can nail the fucking sexual energy&#226;€&#148;the devilish,  rebellious urge of rock &#226;€&#153;n&#226;€&#153; roll&#226;€&#148;in a few sentences and Monster Magnet  has always been able to do that, especially on that track. It blew me  away.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);&quot;&gt;Credit To &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a style=&quot;font-style: italic; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);&quot; rel=&quot;nofollow&quot; href=&quot;http://www.fhmonline.com/articles-5890.asp?cnl_id=3&amp;stn_id=14&amp;idx_id=5890&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;fhmonline.com&lt;/a&gt;]]></content>
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		  <entry>
	    <title>*+Download&gt;&gt; HIM on Sol Musica*+</title>
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	    <issued>2007-12-21T17:13:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2007-12-21T17:13:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2007-12-21T17:13:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">*+</span>For U<span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">*+</span></span><br><br><img src="http://img.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/8/6/1/3/6/1/orig-1861361.jpg" border="0"><br><span style="font-weight: bold;">{</span><span&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>lillyville</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-weight: bold;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 0, 51);&quot;&gt;*+&lt;/span&gt;For U&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 0, 51);&quot;&gt;*+&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/8/6/1/3/6/1/orig-1861361.jpg&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-weight: bold;&quot;&gt;{&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-weight: bold;&quot;&gt;Low quality&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-weight: bold;&quot;&gt;}&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 0, 51);&quot;&gt;File Name:&lt;/span&gt; HIM on Sol Musica12.12.07&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(102, 51, 102);&quot;&gt;.rar&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 0, 51);&quot;&gt;Size:&lt;/span&gt; 36.27 MB&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 0, 51);&quot;&gt;Download&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(102, 51, 102);&quot;&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 0, 51); font-weight: bold;&quot; rel=&quot;nofollow&quot; href=&quot;http://www.megaupload.com/es/?d=9RDNUB8X&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;MegaUpload&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;]]></content>
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		  <entry>
	    <title>*+Download&gt;&gt; HIM on TRL Germany!!*+</title>
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	    <issued>2007-12-20T15:58:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2007-12-20T15:58:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2007-12-20T15:58:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">*+This is for <span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Valo_Daily</span> and <span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Buzznet girls</span>!!*+</span><br><br><img src="http://img.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/8/5/3/1/4/1/orig-1853141.jpg"&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>lillyville</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 0, 51);&quot;&gt;*+This is for &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(102, 51, 102);&quot;&gt;Valo_Daily&lt;/span&gt; and &lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(102, 51, 102);&quot;&gt;Buzznet girls&lt;/span&gt;!!*+&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/8/5/3/1/4/1/orig-1853141.jpg&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-weight: bold;&quot;&gt;{&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-weight: bold;&quot;&gt;Low quality&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-weight: bold;&quot;&gt;}&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 0, 51);&quot;&gt;File Name:&lt;/span&gt; For Valo_DailyAndBuzznetGirls&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(102, 51, 102);&quot;&gt;.rar&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 0, 51);&quot;&gt;Size:&lt;/span&gt; 272.17 MB&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 0, 51);&quot;&gt;Download&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(102, 51, 102);&quot;&gt;&gt;&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;a style=&quot;color: rgb(51, 0, 51);&quot; rel=&quot;nofollow&quot; href=&quot;http://www.megaupload.com/es/?d=9S8M0BUP&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;MegaUpload&lt;/a&gt;]]></content>
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		  <entry>
	    <title>*+Interview Ville Valo Oct 10, 2007*+</title>
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	    <issued>2007-10-10T14:55:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2007-10-10T14:55:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2007-10-10T14:55:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<h2>Ville Valo of HIM</h2><span class="text"><a href="http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&amp;friendid=210422306&amp;MyToken=370e2ba9-ddf9-4c2e-ae25-debdd56254af"></a></span><h2>By <a style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);" href="http://www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vc3VpY2lkZWdpcmxzLmNvbS9pbnRlcnZpZXdzL1ZpbGxlJTIwVmFsbyUyMG9mJTIwSElNLw==">Erin Broadley</a></h2><h3>Oct 10, 2007 </h3>For Ville Valo, life as&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>lillyville</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;h2&gt;Ville Valo of HIM&lt;/h2&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&amp;friendid=210422306&amp;MyToken=370e2ba9-ddf9-4c2e-ae25-debdd56254af&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;h2&gt;By &lt;a style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 153, 255);&quot; href=&quot;http://www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vc3VpY2lkZWdpcmxzLmNvbS9pbnRlcnZpZXdzL1ZpbGxlJTIwVmFsbyUyMG9mJTIwSElNLw==&quot;&gt;Erin Broadley&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/h2&gt;&lt;h3&gt;Oct 10, 2007 &lt;/h3&gt;For  Ville Valo, life as a musician is very surreal, or very &quot;Dali-esque&quot; as  he might say, and he's not referring to the painter's infamous  mustache. In some ways Valo is still waiting for the day when he wakes  up and finds out it's all been a giant LSD experiment in the Finnish  military, where institutional illusions of grandeur and dreamlike  oddities smash artistic ambition through the looking glass of fame,  personal casualties be damned. &quot;It&#226;€&#153;s like 'Alice in Wonderland',&quot; he  says. &quot;Because there are so many unexpected things happening all the  time...surrealism actually exists in your everyday life...you&#226;€&#153;re there  'in the looking glass' so to speak.&quot; &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;At 30-years-old, the  singer has spent half his life in the limelight, fronting a handful of  local bands in Helsinki, Finland before forming HIM in the early '90s  and almost instantly being hurled towards star status in Europe and  soon after, worldwide. It's a surreal succession of events that began  with Valo as a teenager working in his father's sex shop, to now  fronting one of the most popular rock bands around. His has been a life  where time seems to run backward, then forward, faces come, go and  change shape, and record labels push and pull in a laissez-faire game  of chess where a hit single is king and the artist merely a pawn. &quot;It  is a little weird,&quot; Valo adds. &quot;But that's life, isn't it?&quot;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;The  wounded romantic turned rock surrealist endures it all with a wink and  a healthy laugh, of course. With six studio albums, numerous hit  singles and a devout fan base, the musicians in HIM are not want for  false accolade or sympathy. For the band, it's a life filled with  adventure and all the humor one could imagine. Completed by bassist  Mige, guitarist Linde, drummer Gas and keyboardist Burton, the band  dubbed it's Sabbath-meets-Depeche Mode sound as &quot;Love Metal&quot; long ago,  though HIM's newest album, Venus Doom (Sire/Warner), ventures away from  the band's pop sensibilities and leans more towards its Scandinavian  melancholia roots. It's an album Valo wrote while holed up in a cabin  in Lapland, far away from the hustle of the city and even further away  from the pains of a troubled relationship, a friend's suicide and the  throws of alcohol abuse that would later land him in rehab. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Sober  now for months, Ville Valo took some time after browsing antique sofas  to chat with SuicideGirls. In between fits of tongue-in-cheek laughter  we somehow managed to talk about the new album, sobriety, and his  mission in life, which is, fittingly, to have his own definition of  love in Webster's Dictionary.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;p&gt;Erin Broadley: Hello. How are you ?&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff00ff&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;Ville  Valo: Hello there. I&#226;€&#153;m doing fairly okay, thanks for asking. I&#226;€&#153;ve had  three Red Bulls and eight cups of coffee. I&#226;€&#153;m like a Duracell  [Energizer] Bunny, just hopping around the house.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/2/3/7/3/5/1/orig-1237351.jpg&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff00ff&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Hopping around, beating your drum.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Just short of being beamed up by UFOs.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;What was that Michael Jackson movie where he morphs into a bunny?&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; color=&quot;#ff00ff&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Moonwalker. [Laughs] I don&#226;€&#153;t know what that was.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;[Laughs] Some horrible thing with a claymation bunny.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;text-decoration: underline;&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff00ff&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;Well,  Michael Jackson is one of those characters that you hope your brain  will be like a hard drive you can just defragment and, like, erase the  files you don&#226;€&#153;t want to have in there.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff00ff&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Right, right. He&#226;€&#153;s had some memorable moments.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;text-decoration: underline; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Indeed. But you know, R. Kelly is taking care of that now.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Oh man, have you seen the Trapped in the Closet DVD?&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Not  the new one, but the first one. Bits and pieces. To be honest with you,  it was so psychologically demanding I wasn&#226;€&#153;t able to watch the whole  thing through.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;It&#226;€&#153;s pretty intense, [laughs] there&#226;€&#153;s a lot of hidden meaning in all its layers.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Yeah,  it&#226;€&#153;s very, very deep, [laughs] very deep soaked in urine. There&#226;€&#153;s  nothing wrong with taking a leak but at times people do, you know, take  their leaks in places that are not appropriate.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Yeah, just don&#226;€&#153;t pee on the wrong person.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;That&#226;€&#153;s very well put.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Alright, well, on that note, how are things going so far with the release of the new record?&lt;br&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;[Laughs]  Everything seems to be going well. The band&#226;€&#153;s happy and we can&#226;€&#153;t wait  to get back on tour. I had a really shitty last year and it&#226;€&#153;s been kind  of tough on me. I went to fucking rehab and shit. I had nearly both of  my feet in the grave. You know, I&#226;€&#153;m not the only one and I&#226;€&#153;m not so  self-centered that I&#226;€&#153;d be sitting in a corner cursing God, &#226;€&#156;Why me? Why  me?&#226;€&#157; It&#226;€&#153;s just that I found myself in a funny position like R. Kelly  [laughs] but&#226;€&#166;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;[Laughs] But you handled it a little differently.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;[Laughs] Very differently. I had my meltdown, but I kept all the liquids inside of me. But everything is fine, it&#226;€&#153;s all good.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;So things have kind of balanced out for you?&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Well,  everything is kind of new and kind of weird. I had a long-term  relationship, we were engaged and we broke up. We were recording the  album at the same time and me battling with the booze&#226;€&#166;a lot of shit  hitting the fan in all directions, at the same time. A lot of it was  caused by myself, nobody else. I just didn&#226;€&#153;t have the time to  decompress and have quality time with myself [laughs].&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Right, light some candles and have &#226;€&#156;me time&#226;€&#157; [laughs].&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot; color=&quot;#ff00ff&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Oh  my God, I hate that term &#226;€&#156;me time&#226;€&#157;. I love the fact that I had somebody  say, &#226;€&#156;I&#226;€&#153;m really sorry I have to get going because I&#226;€&#153;m missing myself.&#226;€&#157;  It sounds corny. It sounds like a sailor sitting on his hands just to  make them numb just to be able to jerk off. But yeah, things are  looking pretty good. It&#226;€&#153;s kind of cool after a year of traveling to be  able to be home for a week and a half and actually buy that toilet  paper and do laundry and do the dishes.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Right. Do the normal, day-to-day things.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;You  can do even normal things in a very abnormal way. So it&#226;€&#153;s always a  challenge and it&#226;€&#153;s always an adventure if you make it one.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Well,  being in bands since you were a teenager, your whole development of  what normal life is has definitely been a different challenge than for  the average person.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;It&#226;€&#153;s  different, it&#226;€&#153;s not better, it&#226;€&#153;s not worse. It&#226;€&#153;s a lot of traveling.  I&#226;€&#153;m really glad that I&#226;€&#153;m blessed with the opportunity of traveling and  having this way of life, spending all this time with my band mates who  I grew up with. That&#226;€&#153;s a luxury a lot of bands don&#226;€&#153;t have.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;You&#226;€&#153;ve  said before that writing albums can be really disastrous, emotionally.  How do you pull yourself up and stay grounded after making a record?  It&#226;€&#153;s a very intense way to live and it can be very manic. No wonder it  destroys so many young artists, both personally and in their  relationships with other people.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff00ff&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;Well,  you know, I&#226;€&#153;m not a quitter. So when you wake up and you&#226;€&#153;re walking out  and it&#226;€&#153;s raining and feels like R. Kelly sitting on top of a cloud and  peeing on you&#226;€&#166;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff00ff&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;[Laughs]&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;When  you feel miserable and all that, you feel vengeful. I do feel that life  is a challenge. It is a pain in the ass and if you&#226;€&#153;re fucked up it  makes it easier. I&#226;€&#153;m not fucked up anymore so I feel very challenged  about everything now.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Alcohol is an amazing filter.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Yeah  it is. It kind of happened with me not thinking about it. There&#226;€&#153;s just  a tremendous amount of partying available. When you&#226;€&#153;re touring in a  band there&#226;€&#153;s always a cause for celebrating after a good gig, or if you  fucked up a gig there&#226;€&#153;s always a reason to get shit-faced because you  feel bad about it. There&#226;€&#153;s always a reason, so it was perfect for me to  be in a position where I was shitting and vomiting blood. But now I&#226;€&#153;ve  gone through that and now even thinking about a pint of beer makes me  feel nauseous. I had to walk that line. I went to the doctors and they  said I had to go to the ER. I said, &#226;€&#156;No I can&#226;€&#153;t because I&#226;€&#153;ve got to do  a couple of interviews&#226;€&#157; [laughs]. So I was that, before I got the blood  tests and everything back.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Literally, the press was becoming the death of you, you can&#226;€&#153;t do that.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Fuck no, man. I tried.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;If you throw up after this interview I&#226;€&#153;m going to be really, really upset.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;[Laughs]  Fair enough, fair enough. They said I&#226;€&#153;ve got either I&#226;€&#153;ve got to stop  drinking and calm myself down or it&#226;€&#153;s going to be heart failure next.  You know, it&#226;€&#153;s a lonely life being sober, missing all my bar friends  and everything, here on my own playing acoustic guitar, playing forlorn  love songs, trying to pray to the Devil to get myself a new loved one  to write some songs for. Unfortunately for me, I wasn&#226;€&#153;t able to drink  or party in moderation. My last bender lasted more than two years,  getting fucked up every single day. It&#226;€&#153;s not healthy but obviously it&#226;€&#153;s  a way of life. You get a different social scene and you care about  different things, based on the idea that you&#226;€&#153;re not happy with yourself  or you&#226;€&#153;re not feeling comfortable with yourself so you just want to  numb the pain by using something whether it&#226;€&#153;s legal or illegal. I just  had vengeance in me and was pointing my middle finger up toward the  cloud where R. Kelly was pissing on top of me [laughs].&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;[Laughs] Take that, R. Kelly!&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;That&#226;€&#153;s  the reason why I turned out to be a proper Scandinavian satanist.  [Laughs] Yeah, but everybody&#226;€&#153;s got to find their own way. I&#226;€&#153;m still  getting used to it. It&#226;€&#153;s the first time in years that I&#226;€&#153;ve been  actually alone in a house.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;With yourself and your &#226;€&#156;me time&#226;€&#157;.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Yeah, with the &#226;€&#156;me time&#226;€&#157;. It&#226;€&#153;s &#226;€&#156;me and my guitar time&#226;€&#157;.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Exactly, which is be a more satisfying relationship than most, probably.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Well, they never stay in tune and they&#226;€&#153;re fucking downright bastards.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Well, at least you don&#226;€&#153;t have to kick them out of the house the next day.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Yeah, you don&#226;€&#153;t have to saw your own arm off when you wake up in the morning.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;One  thing we&#226;€&#153;ve talked about before is that it&#226;€&#153;s really hard for you to  separate fantasy from reality in music, mainly because you live your  life in the music that you write. That seems like something that could  trigger the emotional fallout that happens when you write a record.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;It  is emotionally devastating but that&#226;€&#153;s how I like it. Let&#226;€&#153;s say it&#226;€&#153;s  good to be a white boy dancing badly on the razor&#226;€&#153;s edge, if you know  what I&#226;€&#153;m saying. You know, it&#226;€&#153;s not necessarily the white boy thing.  I&#226;€&#153;m just a shitty dancer that&#226;€&#153;s all. Just the fact that I&#226;€&#153;m not  purposefully trying to find myself in tough situations, but the world  in itself it is a pretty tough place. Turn on the TV and watch the  news. I just can&#226;€&#153;t do that anymore. It just makes me so sad.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;You said recently in another interview that life as a musician is a very [Salvador] Dali-esque experience.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Yeah,  I don&#226;€&#153;t know. I&#226;€&#153;m living my life the best way I can and I don&#226;€&#153;t know  the perception of the band or me as a person outside of myself. It&#226;€&#153;s  not like I&#226;€&#153;m sitting up in the morning, sitting in a fucking Gothic  chair.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Or having midgets bring you morning tea.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Yeah, with trays of cocaine on the top of their heads.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Oh God. Rise and shine.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Yeah, oh my God, ooh, I don&#226;€&#153;t even want to think about that.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Yeah, let&#226;€&#153;s not. Because we don&#226;€&#153;t want to throw up, right?&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Why not? They have phone sex, why can&#226;€&#153;t you have phone vomiting sessions?&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;We could, we could throw up in tandem over the phone. It&#226;€&#153;ll be really romantic [laughs].&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Exactly.  Purge on beautifully, my dear [laughs]. But, you know, at the end of  the day you are one with your art and everybody&#226;€&#153;s an artist.  Everybody&#226;€&#153;s a piece of art. Everybody&#226;€&#153;s got a story to tell. Everybody  tells it in different ways, some people tell it the way they walk, some  people tell it the way they talk or the way they smile. You&#226;€&#153;ve just got  to have some imagination. [Being a musician] is surreal and it is very  surprising that you never know what&#226;€&#153;s around the corner. It&#226;€&#153;s weird  because phone calls happen, all of a sudden an album is on the charts,  and all of a sudden you&#226;€&#153;ve got to fly tomorrow somewhere to meet  somebody, like, let&#226;€&#153;s say a video director whose videos you watched  since you were a teen. Things like that, it&#226;€&#153;s very surreal so in that  sense it is an adventure. It&#226;€&#153;s like Alice in Wonderland because there  are so many unexpected things happening all the time. The surrealism  actually exists in your everyday life. So you&#226;€&#153;re there 'in the looking  glass' so to speak. It is a little weird. But that&#226;€&#153;s life, isn&#226;€&#153;t it. It  can make you feel like, &#226;€&#156;Whoa, what the hell is going on right now?&#226;€&#157;  But it&#226;€&#153;s also really beautiful. It&#226;€&#153;s more of a laugh when you&#226;€&#153;re sober.  There&#226;€&#153;s a great comedy in me coming out one day. I wish that it would  be like The Truman Show, there would be somebody secretly recording.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;All  of a sudden you wake up and you find out that the whole thing has been  this big experiment. They tap you on the shoulder and say, &#226;€&#156;And&#226;€&#166; scene.  That&#226;€&#153;s a wrap, guys&#226;€&#157; You&#226;€&#153;re like, &#226;€&#156;What?&#226;€&#157;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I&#226;€&#153;d  fucking love it. It&#226;€&#153;d be so fun. I&#226;€&#153;m waiting for that to happen. With  the surrealism in everyday life, that&#226;€&#153;s something that actually could  happen.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Exactly, well, if that ever does happen to you&#226;€&#166;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;I will call and let you know.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Let me know. I didn&#226;€&#153;t sign any release forms.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;[Laughs]&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;[Laughs]  Well, your music definitely has a wickedly humorous side to it as well.  Would you mind telling me how humor plays a factor in your music? A lot  of people would consider it really emotional and melancholy.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;There  is humor in melancholy as well, you know. It&#226;€&#153;s like existential humor.  It&#226;€&#153;s funny that single individuals and billions of people are sitting  alone in a chair and all sad about the fact that he or she lost a  relationship or whatever. It&#226;€&#153;s a weird thing. We&#226;€&#153;re like fucking ants,  building up our own den and house, to do what? To live there and maybe  procreate someday? I am a miserable bastard in the most positive sense  of that term. So let&#226;€&#153;s say the stuff I&#226;€&#153;m writing about at times is so  demanding that humor is the only thing that helps me through the day  and night, and the mornings with the ridiculous amounts of coffee I  drink. We were talking about the surreal, the Dali-esqueness of life  being in a rock band or my life in general. You know it&#226;€&#153;s just nice  that it is like a cluster fuck that you can&#226;€&#153;t separate the humor from  the sadness. And I don&#226;€&#153;t want to. It&#226;€&#153;s nice to find yourself laughing  at the wrong spot.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;You told me  once that the best way to express emotions is through music and not  through lyrics. That&#226;€&#153;s something I find really interesting because a  lot of your fans really connect with the particular words you use in  your lyrics and the emotions they convey.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;What  I&#226;€&#153;m trying to do, my mission in life is to get thirty different  definitions of love into Webster&#226;€&#153;s Dictionary. That&#226;€&#153;s my mission in  life. [Definitions] that really, really do explain the emotion. To be  able to verbally explain how people really do feel. That&#226;€&#153;s what I do  and that&#226;€&#153;s my new challenge. My first challenge was to be able to  express myself through music and now I&#226;€&#153;ve learned it and I&#226;€&#153;m really  happy with it because it makes me more of a whole person. That would be  an interesting thing to do in life, to concentrate on emotion so much  and to be able to verbalize it so well that it would make the  dictionary.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;EB:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;That would be nice.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153); text-decoration: underline;&quot;&gt;&lt;strong style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;VV:&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;At the end of the day I just want to be happy.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt; &lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&amp;friendid=210422306&amp;MyToken=370e2ba9-ddf9-4c2e-ae25-debdd56254af&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;                                                  &lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(153, 51, 153);&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Credit&lt;br&gt;  &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;span class=&quot;text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&amp;friendid=210422306&amp;MyToken=370e2ba9-ddf9-4c2e-ae25-debdd56254af&quot;&gt;Mister Ville Hermanni&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;]]></content>
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